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Sometimes people says that dream-high is unrealistic. But me personally in 14 years old see a high dream is such a fuel of energy to be active in a charge life. But it doesnt mean anything started when i was in 1st grade of vocational high school, i feel lost of identity. i cant feel any light in any circumtances. i didnt like the uniform that i wear, friends that talked to me, and that voices has become a distruption on my head at every single step into that school environment. like a walking dead girl, hard to describe things when i cant even feel the taste of my own existence. My mom asked me to have my senior high school in there. Although, i can choose wherever school by using my award certificate that ive got after participating a national competition in junior school. But, no matter what happen, i was still never had any options in that time. Ive lost a half of my own existense scalely for 2 years. Easy to forgot things. Until my family move into another city. And me into anothe...